http://nativedaugther.wordpress.com Life is but a dream Sat, 06 Sep 2008 17:38:57 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ http://s2.wp.com/i/buttonw-com.png http://nativedaugther.wordpress.com http://nativedaugther.wordpress.com/2008/09/06/ohhhhhhhhhhhh/ http://nativedaugther.wordpress.com/2008/09/06/ohhhhhhhhhhhh/#comments Sat, 06 Sep 2008 17:38:57 +0000 nativedaugther http://nativedaugther.wordpress.com/?p=27 ]]> Two months to go and I have so much to do.  Find a wedding dress and plan the wedding with M. My brother has yet to come around to the fact that I am not marrying a Somalian. He is always going about how all Somalian girls are marrying “adaan men”. Even with all these things running around my head I cant still shake this feeling that M is distant and fights with me every chance he gets. Last night it was about how I am controlling everything and leaving him only instructions. So he storms out after his phone rings.  A day goes by and he does not call. I feel guilty so after work I stop by his work, he has been working late these days. He is not there, so i leave and meet up with Mona my one and only friend in these strange land. Mona is a Somali girl that I have met on New Years eve at the metro. We have some desert and I show her pictures of some wedding dresses. She asks what is wrong and I tell her that M is acting strange. She looks at me and tells me that maybe I should talk to him. So after that I call him, he answers and I ask him if I could come over he says that I shoud not because he is not home. Strange I think, why does he not want to see me when I am right outside his building and I can see his light on. I call him back and I ask him if he is at work working late and he says yes. Then it hits me, he wants out. I had this feeling for a while now and I cant shake it away. So I go up the stairs, what is the worst that can happen. Knock! Knock! the door is opened, he shocked. He never expected me to stop by without calling ahead first. I say hello but stop short. There is a another person behind him. It is a blond woman and I think that I am interrupting something. My head is spinning and I feel dizzy. But I stay strong and ask him what is going on he says that he is working on the project with her. I said that I was sorry to intrude but did not dare ask him why his shirt was off and what happened to most of her clothing. So I walk away and say that I will see him tomorrow. To be cont…

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